yesterday was fun, seriously!

we had gossiping session, cake smashing session, female taupok session and plenty plenty of delicious food! i think hassy is a very blessed person. she had so many friends to celebrate her birthday with her, many many presents and a very wonderful and 'on' mother. her mother even allow us to have taupoks in the house and she even give us a space to taupok! i will post the pictures of the taupoking parts later.

i am quite upset that i've forgotten to take pictures of the present i got for hassy. aww. and the wallet hassy and i bought for claire. she nearly lost in during the taupok session. XD

ohh, and yesterday's literature paper drained our brain. i wrote like 7 essays in total. my hand was aching all the way. i had so much to write but i give up at the last five minutes of the second paper. i spent the time massaging my hand. hahas! ohh, and the girls' toilet's wash hand tap. i used the 'stronger' one to 'massage' my hand. it felt sooo good! *laughters!

and the most weird thing, taihong cancelled the extra history session on our behalf. he didnt even inform us or anything. S: but christina was the only one who turn up. the rest thought that the session was on friday. XD poor christina, she ran around the whole school looking for mrs a. but she gave up and went for her art instead. smart girl! =X

girl's outing tomorrow at swesen's is cancelled. some of the girls are going back to their primary school. i guess i am not going back. seiriol told me that she's not going, so i will not go too. if not i will be so lonely there since no one will be accompanying me. XD
but i hope tomorrow will still be a very fun day. 3.2km run around puggol park. i think it is qutie lame but running around with girlfriends will make it a little better.

my, my, you're my distraction. (:

/cute little children.
/aww.
/something i drew out of boredom.
/and the whole chunk of it on weekiat's paper. XD
/hassy's cake.

the female taupok session.


/hassy's going crazy.
/jlee's turn.

/and this is..?
/WEIQI!
/and more came on.

/cushions sponsored by hassy's mother.
/the unsuccessful taupok on ..
/valerie. (:

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my first prelims paper and i was nearly late for school. i didnt even get to grab any bread cause there was none at home. ): called mr chew hoping that he can help me buy somethings but he didnt pick up. later the day, he told me that he left his phone in his father's van. ): i cant go into an examination hall without breakfast. somehow, everytime i didnt have any breakfast, i tend to not do as well for the paper. sigh. and i wasted alot of time on the essay as i changed question half way. i just plainly wrote all kinds of crap i can come up with. and the article, it will not be as good my past ones as i did not have enough time to finish it. i skipped alot of points as i was rushing to finish it. i felt that i let myself down. the article is the one i can score in, without it.. sigh.

by the way, in the article, we get to choose one between the three choices. one of them is an overseas research programme in korea. sigh. but the moment i read the word korea, my heart sank. it reminded me how much i want to spend today over there. cause, TODAY IS YESUNG"S BIRTHDAY!

i uploaded a few new pictures of him into my phone as a 'birthday present' for myself. it's not my birthday but i felt like celebrating it for him. i will go down and grab a ice cream, place a lighted candle and sing happy birthday song for him tonight. -i dont really like cakes. sigh. i really want to celebrate his birthday with him but i guess it's highly impossible. i will celebrate it for him with myself. i feel so lonely. ):

something i made, not very nice but it includes some photos i have of yesung.

/HAPPY BIRTHDAY SWEETHEART!
-damn the small boxers around. ):

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my apology, i shouldnt have gone there but i couldnt help it. i heard that girlfriends went there to comment. i was curious, so i went to take a look cause the other times when i went there, i didnt get to see it. there were many times when i felt like talking back to them, but i hesitated. but today, i just felt that it's time i said something. so, girlfriends, pop by the blog and look at my comment? hmm. no idea why i said that but nevermind.

i went out with hassy in the morning today. to get SOMEBODY'S birthday present. we had a hard time choosing it, so cherish it okay? we even played 8 sets of scissors, paper, stone in the shop, cause that particular design have three colours, one white base, one purple-ish balck base, one pink base. she doesnt want a pink one, so we are left with two choices, and that's when 8 sets of game came in.

i walked to school from compass after the 'shopping' trip. even so, i reached there much much earlier than mr chew. i was sooo bored waiting for him. i think having history with this group of people is fun. again, again!

we headed to rp before going home. they had craving for waffle. boys..

and i borrowed money from hassy yesterday so that i can buy her her birthday present! -and she is still thinking about what she asked me to buy for her. wahahas!

tomorrow is my english prelims paper. quite worried about my format thingy. sigh. but somehow, i think that celebrating yesung's birthday is more important for tomorrow. XD i think i am going to buy a small cake or ice cream and light a candle on it and sing birthday song for him. (:

-i really wish that i can fly to korea and celebrate your birthday with you. sigh.

/ something i wore in school today. (:

/self proclaimed. XD -shall i call it, my ambition?

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two nights ago, my sister showed me an interview of super junior on a show. there's this part where yesung cried when he said: "mum, i love you!". upon watching that, i cried too. i can understand how he and his mother must have felt when he appeared on television only three weeks after debut. perhaps, there were too many members in the group but, how can they missed him out. also, he sings well, thats why he is always getting the singing portions but why is it that, that is all he ever gets? i wonder.

the links to the show.
part one: http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=3uFzXSB9l04
part two: http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=YxkOqV49Q6I
part three: http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=GB_DFPfXX1o
part four: http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=v-KMpvv-EbE
part five: http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=1YitnB1g80Q
part six: http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=9HyacvqnaOg
part seven: http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=5q5q-w2S4dA
it has english subtitles, so no worries about being unable to understand what they are saying.

i wonder, if i should pursue my dream. if i am, i will need to take a certain a course outside of school. also, i will need to take a language course cause i want to get in through SM entertainment. i hope there will be another audition at our area when i am ready for it. -most probably malaysia as they went there before.

i dont know what's wrong with me. i just suddenly felt that i should do something i like and not do something that i dont want to, in the future. and, isnt that what the teachers are asking us about? the dreams, what we want to be, our plans for the future?
-it's not a realistic dream but i want to live in it.

dont put me with A. it maybe an insult to A, but it is a even worse insult to me.

prelims next week. first paper will be english. i hope the paper will not be as hard as today's mock examination paper. the questions are really difficult. it makes me wonder what language i have been using for the past years.

a B3, merit for chinese. i feel like slapping myself. my composition was a total crap, yet i managed to get a B3. serve you right for not putting in enough efforts, it's your own fault anyway. i only told my aunt about it on friday morning as i need to confirm with my teacher if i am retaking. no one else in my family knows, they are too busy to care. whatever it is, i feel the need to retake my chinese.

i should stop. if i go on, it will never stop. i have alot to say today.

/a super junior movie.
/red hot pants.

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CREDITS: CRYSTAL!
-for providing us with the video. it's funny, really!

狂飙's BUTTERFLY.

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whatever, like i care. then again, maybe not. the words get to me but it's a thing that many people face in their lives, so i will get through mine by ignoring it. i guess it's some what like the pressure celebrities get, let's that it as a training for us then. i believe in my friends, my class and my band.

i had my OLEVELS english oral today! i must say it's much better than what i did for my chinese oral and yesterday's revision with mdm w. by the way, a reminder for the people who have not taken your oral, please pronounce 'often' with a silent 't'. (:

okays. i stopped half way as i have just received the new song we are going to play and the tab, of course. and, we need to learn it by last day of OLEVELS! i guess i will practice every week or every two weeks.
-learning new song interests me much more then catching up on my studies.

yesterday, i went for my FIRST ERT! i went with clement cause he is someone who i can study well with, kind of like a tutor who will keep asking me to do my work when i start slacking. hahas. anyway, jason and zhenhong joined us. jerome was late, obviously is that he overslept. just look at his hair and you will understand. laughters! more ERTs with this group of people, i hope. hmm. also, i will be attending friday's ERT with claire too! (:

ohh. i forgotten to add that after our oral, we went to find our class. well, jerome and i happen to end our oral at the same time! (: but i didnt do h&f anyway, we had a choice if we want to play since we had our oral today. i guess mrs e is reasonable at times too. hassy, claire and i went cp and walk around while waiting for val. she had to go for some detention. well, i guess our legs were all tired by the time she joined us and we were about to leave for home. we went up and down so many times, cause the shops that we want to go is all around the shopping mall.

and i want to end this now cause my eyes are tired and my sister wants to use the computer after i am done. (:

/i was bored. really!
/new eyeliner and socks, cute.
/look at the plate, then the background. XD
/my family of musician.

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i shall blog today. (:

today is eight of august, the day which schools in singapore celebrate national day. for the past three years, i've been performing for choir on this day. we sing the national songs, dance around and go crazy with each other. but this year, it's a little more different cause we, the secondary fours, have stepped down.

i am glad to i have my band, and of course my girlfriends! but, back to what i was going to say. i am glad we actually joined this performance thing. we get to experience performing in front of a crowd, and have made new friends: fatal attractions and this tragic affair! i think they are some really nice guybands!

hmm. i hope that more bands will join the rockfest that is coming up around september though i think secondary four bands will not be joining due to PRELIMS and OLEVELS. ):

i am still shocked that we won the jam band competition. i've always thought that we will get the second, somehow. but things turned out different, in a nice way. and i am still glad over it though i dont understand why we won. i think the other band stand a higher chance of winning, like seriously. ):

and, we have to thank xiaoqi, xiaozhao and stephanie who came to help us with our hair and everything. thank you all so much. without your help, i think we will still be in a mess.

and i am sorry for not going for the girlfriends outing. i have to go tan tock seng to visit my uncle. he went there since last friday night and i have not went there once. he looks so much thinner and weaker. i shall make one get well soon card for him! please let him overcome this.

it does make a person feels good to be able to receive three certificates in one day. thank you.

-i will learn to stop admiring you.

ps: we didnt bring our phone down with us, so most of the pictures are with hassy, xiaoqi, stephanie and xiaozhao. i guess we have to wait.

pictures within the week/
/syafiq's guitar bag.
/ladyboss with mummy.
/for remembrance.
/we went bugis to look for tops.
/aww. i like this shirt!
/leader drinking from the trophy we won.
/drummer doing the same thing.
/i wish i could do the same.



oops. and i will most likely be going back tampines during this short holiday.

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yesterday's rehersal was hot! we had three rounds of everything! it's so fun to rock and head-shaking-around the stage! i want more more more! and there's going to be a rock festival in our school somewhere this year! can you imagine it? but we will not be joining it, blame the O LEVELS. hahas. after the national day celebration, it's time i finally get to sit down and burying myself with books. that means i still have about four days to rock around before i settle down myself! hmm. and i love the BASSIST relations! somehow, i lost my pick and haiqel found it! and the most bazaar thing is that i found the pick that he lost too! okay, it's mao found and pass to me. whatever. as long as the process was funny, that's good enough. (:

we had prelims english oral today. it was a total crap. i think i didnt do it seriously at all. man, sucks! and, i am heading back to tampines today! need to have a haircut! (: and it's granny's birthday on sunday! so, you kind of get what i mean. (: anyway, i am kind of upset that i am going to cut my hair although i decided it myself. i am afraid it will not turn out the way i want it. lady boss stop cutting hair already, so the guy is going to cut for me instead. S: and the girls said my hair looks nice today cause i had it tied up. i dont normally tie it up as it gives me headaches and to say the truth, my hair is long. >< but since i am getting it cut, i shall give it a one last tie before it drops to the floor. ): byebye hair..

-claire, i want change my EC too! XD that's random!

/dont worry, those are not mine.

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i had two dreams last night. one that lasted till today morning, 5 plus. another that is after that. i woke up at the 'interval' to say, thank you for the dream, i feel blessed. after that, i smiled and went back to sleep. seriously, it's one of the sweetest dream i had. it's not easy to be able to get close with them. the distance between us was not like what we had, far and away. instead, it was like close to those one on one but it was three to one. they are a group of three, so being able to be sooo close to them for just that dream, i felt blessed. i believe that will never happen in my life, so i am glad i cherished the time i had with them in my dream, and i still do. people, think straight and no where else.
as for the second dream, i dont wish to say.

ohh. and two days back, i dreamt of PIGGIE. right, it never fails to amaze me that i can meet him in my dream, not just once but many times already, when the last time i met him in real life was two years back. amazing, isnt it? right. stop the dream topic.

burying myself with the national day performance rehersal. right. for the whole concert, i have to rock with the band, then receive some merit/distinction certificate for participating in choir syf then go down stage to receive another one for drama syf. like so cool, can? and i believe i will be wearing my performing 'costume' to collect the certificates! so cool, so cool! hahas.
and national day concert is just around the corner, which means more rehersal will be coming up. right, two continuous rehersal since yesterday. and this friday we are having another round. i kind of hate it and like it at the same time. hate it as it takes up my time, i am tired and not to forget, i am sick. S: i like it cause we get to perform as a band and, it's nice watching this tragic affair and jam band three. (:

and during today's rehersal, this is the first time i played a lot of wrong notes. seriously, not that i dont play wrong notes the last few times. but this is much worse, i played one whole part all wrong. but i know i will not make the same mistake twice, so i am not afraid of the stage. -love that attitude!

i love that 'card' josephine made! i think i will go laminate it someday! shall post the picture maybe, few days later? hmm. thank you, girl!

and, I AM JEALOUS! mrWAIHOE went to south korea last month. man, that made me more determind to save money! i want to go there! please, mummy please? lol. i will go there with my own savings, or at least i think so! believe, and acheive! (:

/the frightening, fast moving dark clouds we saw!
/went w him to buy new guitar strap. shall save for one too!
/this tragic affair.

/i am seriously going to miss that bass.

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